Months have gone by since A's birth and NICU stay. She is so healthy and thriving. And yet, at times I still feel like I have not processed all that happened. At the time I just coped. I did what I needed to do to get through every day. Now time has passed, I sometimes look back with feelings of guilt, horror and shock.
Showing posts with label grief. Show all posts
Showing posts with label grief. Show all posts
Monday, 27 October 2014
Monday, 21 April 2014
Letting go of expectations
As the days go by and Baby A still struggles with her feeding, I have become more disheartened.
I had expectations, that she would be off her naso-gastric feeding tube and feeding orally by 37 weeks gestation, by the time she went home, by a week or two after she went home, by the time she was 3kg.
As each milestone has passed by, and her feeding has not improved, I have become more stressed, over it, tired, weary.
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