Waiting for answers.
Waiting to move forward.
Waiting with cautioned hope, with restrained sadness.
Trusting the opinions of others, trusting the outcome, trusting myself, trusting God.
Filling waiting hours with searches for answers, with normal life, with tears, with hardened resolve, with questions, with prayer, with sleep, with work, with hugs, with chocolate, with trust.
Waiting, teaching me patience, teaching me to trust, to let it go, to keep moving forward.